It's a quarter to eleven. I'm waiting for my ten 'o clock text, like every night. Without it I sleep badly. A friend of mine said today that I'm too dependent on my husband. Is it being dependent, if I want one life sign (love sign) a day, while I can stand not knowing if and when we will be together again? After all we've been through? I don't think so. I actually think Im bloody strong, to be able to stand that.
It's a good feeling, thinking myself that I am strong.